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I Await The Devil's Coming by Mary MacLane
I am not sure how I first heard about the writer Mary MacLane but in 1902 her diary "I Await The Devil's Coming" caused quite a sensation. People were scandalized that a nineteen year old woman living in Butte, Montana could write such a book. Mary boldly recorded her nonconformist thoughts and opinions into her diary and her words resonated particularly with young women of that time.
"I have the personality, the nature, of a Napoleon, albeit a feminine translation. And therefore I do not conquer; I do not even fight. I manage only to exist. Poor little Mary MacLane!—what might you not be? What wonderful things might you not do? But held down, half-buried, a seed fallen in barren ground, alone, uncomprehended, obscure— Weep, world,—why don’t you?—for poor little Mary MacLane!"
I Await The Devil's Coming became an immediate bestseller but as with most books eventually fell into obscurity. But today Mary MacLane's diary is once again available thanks to Amazon and Project Guttenberg and its author has been described as an early feminist, a bohemian free spirit, the first flapper. And there is no doubt that if Mary were alive today she would have her own blog.
But is I Await The Devil's Calling worth reading? I rated the book three stars on goodreads because Mary MacLane is a talented and fearless writer. Her memoir is also interesting from a historical perspective. What were young women like in 1902 and what were they writing in their journals?
But as much as I appreciated Mary MacLane's candor and talent I found myself struggling to get through I Await The Devil's Coming. Her diary is not very long and it started out great for me but the deeper I got into her book the more I wondered was I reading a diary by a bold nonconformist or a depressed young woman who lived during a time when depression was not discussed or treated:
"Often you hear a dozen stories of how the Devil was most ready and willing to take all from some one and give him his measure of Happiness. And sometimes the person was innately virtuous and so could not take the Happiness when it was offered. But Happiness is its own justification, and it should be eagerly grasped when it comes. A world filled with fools will never learn this. And so here I stand in the midst of Nothingness waiting and longing for the Devil, and he doesn’t come. I feel a choking, strangling, frenzied feeling awaiting—oh, why doesn’t my Happiness come! I have waited so long"
Mary writes often in her diary about her feeling of nothingness and how she has no one to talk to including her parents and siblings. No one understands her as she sees it and Mary's one close friend moved away. And so as Mary tells us she awaits the devil's coming to bestow her with happiness, badness fame, anything to take away the emptiness she feels. And its an emptiness that seems to have plaged Mary MacLane all her life even after she aquired the fame she sought. Sadly her life was a hard one and Mary was found dead in a hotel room in 1929 at the age of 48.
I don't know that I can recommend I Await The Devil's Coming. I struggled to get through it.. But I am glad Mary MacLane's books are available to a new generation to inspire them to say what they feel in their journals regardless of what others might think.






