"There was something strange, mysterious even, about the White Horse tonight. Normally, it was merely an Indian bar. My Indian bar. But there was a milky, dreamy quality to the red lights swinging over the pool tables, like the wind from the open doors was bringing them something new, something I’d pushed away for as long as I could remember" - Erika T Wurth, White Horse
Saturday, April 27, 2024
White Horse by Erika T. Wurth
Tuesday, April 16, 2024
The Southern Book Club's Guide To Slaying Vampires by Grady Hendrix
Saturday, April 06, 2024
I Await The Devil's Coming by Mary MacLane
I am not sure how I first heard about the writer Mary MacLane but in 1902 her diary "I Await The Devil's Coming" caused quite a sensation. People were scandalized that a nineteen year old woman living in Butte, Montana could write such a book. Mary boldly recorded her nonconformist thoughts and opinions into her diary and her words resonated particularly with young women of that time.
"I have the personality, the nature, of a Napoleon, albeit a feminine translation. And therefore I do not conquer; I do not even fight. I manage only to exist. Poor little Mary MacLane!—what might you not be? What wonderful things might you not do? But held down, half-buried, a seed fallen in barren ground, alone, uncomprehended, obscure— Weep, world,—why don’t you?—for poor little Mary MacLane!"
I Await The Devil's Coming became an immediate bestseller but as with most books eventually fell into obscurity. But today Mary MacLane's diary is once again available thanks to Amazon and Project Guttenberg and its author has been described as an early feminist, a bohemian free spirit, the first flapper. And there is no doubt that if Mary were alive today she would have her own blog.
But is I Await The Devil's Calling worth reading? I rated the book three stars on goodreads because Mary MacLane is a talented and fearless writer. Her memoir is also interesting from a historical perspective. What were young women like in 1902 and what were they writing in their journals?
But as much as I appreciated Mary MacLane's candor and talent I found myself struggling to get through I Await The Devil's Coming. Her diary is not very long and it started out great for me but the deeper I got into her book the more I wondered was I reading a diary by a bold nonconformist or a depressed young woman who lived during a time when depression was not discussed or treated:
"Often you hear a dozen stories of how the Devil was most ready and willing to take all from some one and give him his measure of Happiness. And sometimes the person was innately virtuous and so could not take the Happiness when it was offered. But Happiness is its own justification, and it should be eagerly grasped when it comes. A world filled with fools will never learn this. And so here I stand in the midst of Nothingness waiting and longing for the Devil, and he doesn’t come. I feel a choking, strangling, frenzied feeling awaiting—oh, why doesn’t my Happiness come! I have waited so long"
Mary writes often in her diary about her feeling of nothingness and how she has no one to talk to including her parents and siblings. No one understands her as she sees it and Mary's one close friend moved away. And so as Mary tells us she awaits the devil's coming to bestow her with happiness, badness fame, anything to take away the emptiness she feels. And its an emptiness that seems to have plaged Mary MacLane all her life even after she aquired the fame she sought. Sadly her life was a hard one and Mary was found dead in a hotel room in 1929 at the age of 48.
I don't know that I can recommend I Await The Devil's Coming. I struggled to get through it.. But I am glad Mary MacLane's books are available to a new generation to inspire them to say what they feel in their journals regardless of what others might think.
Friday, March 22, 2024
The Beautiful Mystery by Louise Penny
Tuesday, March 05, 2024
84, Charing Cross Road by Helen Hanff
Tuesday, February 27, 2024
Good Masters! Sweet Ladies! Voices From A Medieval Village by Laura Amy Schlitz
Good Masters! Sweet Ladies!: Voices From A Medieval Village was the winner of the Newbery Medal in 2008 for children's literature. It's the second book I have read for this year's historical fiction challenge hosted by Marg at The Intrepid Reader and Baker. Good Masters! Sweet Ladies! is a novel consisting of 22 short chapters each profiling a different young person living in a 13th century English village: Hugo, the lord's nephew, Taggot, the blacksmith's daughter, Constance, the pilgrim, Otho, the miller's son, Piers, the glassblower's apprentice etc. Here for example is Nelly, the sniggler talking about her life:
"I was born lucky. Nay, not born lucky, as you shall hear - but lucky soon after and ever after. My father and mother were starving poor, and dreaded another mouth to feed. When my father saw I was a girl-child, he took me up to drown in a bucket of water.
But here's the lucky part - and 'tis pure sooth. I didn't drown, babe though I was. I took hold with my wee fingers and held to the side of the bucket. And my mother wept, and my father's heart went soft, and he could no more drown me than himself-and they named me Nelly, for Queen Eleanor". And their luck changed. First my uncle died of the scurvy and we got his pigs. Then the nuns at the abbey hired us to catch eels - and we've been sniggling ever since "
After Nelly the sniggler finishes her story the author let's us know a few facts. We learn that a sniggler is a person who catches eels and that Nelly was named after Queen Eleanor of Aquitane (1122-1204). And Nelly as a baby holding on to the edge of the bucket of water her father was trying to drown her in is a true story: "The original plucky newborn was a woman named Liafburga, who lived around 700 a.d."
Laura Amy Schlitz does not sugarcoat life in the 13th century and some may feel that the book is too realistic for children. But if you are teaching kids about the Middle Ages isn't it better to explain how it really was? I found Good Masters! Sweet Ladies! a very well written, interesting and educational novel which people should check out.
Tuesday, February 20, 2024
Emma by Jane Austen
“Never, madam,” cried he, affronted in his turn: “never, I assure you. I think seriously of Miss Smith!—Miss Smith is a very good sort of girl; and I should be happy to see her respectably settled. I wish her extremely well: and, no doubt, there are men who might not object to—Every body has their level: but as for myself, I am not, I think, quite so much at a loss. I need not so totally despair of an equal alliance, as to be addressing myself to Miss Smith!—No, madam, my visits to Hartfield have been for yourself only; and the encouragement I received—”
Emma rejects Mr. Elton's advances and feels terrible about having gotten Harriet's hopes up and this is an example of why I like Emma. She can be vain, a bit of a snob and too sure of herself but Emma is also capable of impressive self-reflection and regret when she has done wrong. She deeply regrets the harm she has caused Harriet and later in the book feels terrible about her cruel comment at the picnic to Miss Bates. Emma is unaware at first of how badly she has hurt Miss Bates until Mr. George Knightley brings it to her attention. Emma is mortified and tries to make amends.
Of course in every Jane Austen novel there is the romantic hero as well as the heroine and in Emma the hero is George Knightley. Like Emma he is very wealthy with a great estate of his own. Mr. Knightley has known Emma since she was a child and is not afraid to criticize her when he feels she is making a wrong decision. And he is often right. But I did wonder about Mr. Knightley. He confesses at one point that he has loved Emma since she was thirteen and since Mr. Knightley is sixteen years her senior do the math on that one. But if Jane Austen is okay with it so am I.
After I finished reading Emma I rated it five stars on goodreads. For me nothing will compare with Pride and Prejudice and Mr. Darcy but Emma is a brilliant novel. It's a rather long book so you do have to pace yourself but it is worth the effort.






